BleuEyeZ poems
 
Addicted
 
one touch is all it takes
to start the fire, the urge
the music increase the tempo
of the longing within
unable to say no
to the pleasure of the flesh
not fighting the spreading warmth
lips brushing, tongues touching,
reaching, caressing, holding on
not thinking of any hurt, any pain
just words of the song
repeating in my head
as my moans turn into lyrics
sweaty skin sliding against my own
my ears hear the naughty whispers
deep strokes accelerating my pleasure
wanting so much for it to never end
knowing that i am wrong
for doing it in this place
not giving a fuck if it is
when i want it
i want it now
and i don't care
not when i am scratching,screaming
begging for more.
 
 
 
Shame
 
She Lays There Hungering For Him
beside Her, He Hungers For Another
Sweat Trickles Down Between Her Breasts
she Tries To Catch Her Breath
he Gives Her A Half-hearted Attempt At Affection
sadness Builds Suddenly In Her Chest
mumbling Some Lame Excuse About Needing Water
he Hurries To The Kitchen To Cry alone.
that Familiar "Used" Feeling Sets In
holding Her Hands Over Her Mouth
trying To Mute Her Sobs And Tears
sinking To The Cold Floor In The Dark
 
i Know What I Do Is Wrong
no One Understands How Lonely It Gets
night After Night, Sleeping Alone
no Real Words, Save That Of A Child's Babble
i Chose This Path, And Never Regret It
sometimes, I Just Need The Warmth
if Only For A Borrowed Instant.
 
wiping Back Her Tears With A Worn Towel
she Takes A Drink And A Deep Breath
returning To Bed As He Gets Dressed
awkwardly, He Thanks Her With A Hug
she Wonders What For
maybe She Was Just A Good Fuck.
 
 
Ever
 
Ever in front of me
Ever protecting me
Ever leading the way
I pushed you aside
 
Ever beside me
Ever listening
Ever confiding
I walked faster
 
Ever behind me
Ever still there
Ever following
When I turn and look
 
Ever holding me
Ever consoling
Ever comforting
Letting me rest
 
 
Breathe
 
I can't breathe without you
your inhale is my exhale
Every inhale gives me life
I can't breathe without you
 
You left me alone
I lay here dying
Where have you gone
I can't breathe without you
 
If i had the air
would walk to find you
To find her,to kill her
You are all mine
I can't breathe without you